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25th April 2013


30th January 2013

1:47am: sigh
Its never going to be Just right.

15th August 2012

12:40am: IM the ice king.
i miss betsy.

15th June 2012

6:38am: How all occasions do inform against me and spur my dull revenge… Oh, from this time forth, my thoughts be bloody or nothing worth… If I must strike you dead, I will.

A hit!!!!! a very palpable hit!

Oh, Proud Death, what feast is toward in thine eternal cell?
Sweet Oblivion, open your arms!

16th May 2012

6:54am: LOVE


2nd March 2012

1:11am: isn't it awfully good to have a penis? isn't frightfully nice to have a dong?
Thatta boy Rush! you tell em'!

all those sluts can't have it both ways.

take that mssss. Fluke.

15th September 2011

3:31am: its really more of a speedbump of effort, not an actual barrier to entry, so fuck you.

23rd August 2011

12:47am: paradox
plus the beautiful lie. ... um......

13th July 2011

1:39am: "if someone possesses absolute control over you - you're not really alive."

21st June 2011

11:59pm: because I came from your nightmare...
you don't remember.
12:52am: well......
Ive been doing this for so long, Ive turned into quite the monster, actually.

22nd May 2011

3:14am: nothing makes any sense to me. It never does. It never will. I wish I could articulate what I mean.

10th May 2011

2:12am: .....
I don't know if it was the shrooms or the fact that everyone is a selfish asshole but I am reeeeally evil.

not evil..... lack of concern. Concern over non me people, how deep can It go? The slightest bit of contempt, or the perseption of contempt completely drains my empathy tanks. It just feels like Im getting meaner and sadder and disinterested, but its not my FUCKING FAULT! I need to blow up this planet.

Feels like pieces of me are just being slowly ripped out of me and every piece has a face of someone I know. The piece they take is my human part, like they're trying to cover up their own inhuman parts but doing soooooooooooooooooooooooooool.skdjflskdjf

blah...... blah........... blah blah


Theres a part of me that hates everyone for not being perfect people, perfect friends, perfect life. Its a big part.


26th April 2011

1:44am: um... yeah...
Im still mad. If I was ever mad at you, Im always going to be mad at you. Just because I don't show it doesn't mean its not in there. Every time you see me, Im thinking of all the moments and all the words said and all the feelings felt. I never forget being upset. Really really shocked how no one knows this. Seriously, no one seems to pay attention, is that a good thing, or a bad thing, does it have to be a thing at all? if no one cares, why notice? Im going to blow up this planet some day, and it started with less then 6 words.

20th April 2011

3:06am: annnnnnnd
Now Im happy.

29th March 2011

3:40am: why does it feel.....
Like Im just giving people parts of my soul. I really should learn to just not say a word. I don't know why I get mad.

22nd March 2011

12:49am: ;lkj;ijk;olkFUCK..............
If I see another amazing women paired with a fucking jerky sucky eeky shit head guy, Im going to to bite my tongue off and scream/spray blood everywhere until I pass out.

Im very aware that I myself am a fucking jerky sucky eeky shit head guy, BUT I make damn good speggettii.
Current Mood: annoyed

4th March 2011

12:07am: blood, guts, bone, tendons, muscle and flesh.
The very First thing I remember learning as a child: NOBODY CARES.

And it still holds true today.

22nd February 2011

1:13am: I thought, you looked super cute....
Because you FUCKING RULLE.

27th January 2011

2:16pm: o.0
3 count em', 3 girls. Like joe, AND they're hot. like unusually hot. all dark hair, and colored eyes and thin. o.0
I thought they were spambots at first but they ain't!

feel better.
Current Mood: amused

25th January 2011

12:49am: some days, I just think to myself, Im soooooooo not as dumb as you think But I'll never say out loud. You don't want to interrupt the smart people, being smart and stuff.

lkasdfj;laskdfj;lsakjf you just want to yell, stop lying to yourself! lkj;lkj;lkj idk whats up.

8th January 2011

2:52am: then why did i have the bowl bart? why did i have the bowl?
I Like fucking you because it feels good and it makes you forget you don't like me.
Current Mood: angry

23rd December 2010

2:37am: Lets us blow up the moon.
Im out of chemicals and dangerously lucid. Although I feel extreamly social and fit.
My bowl broke the other day and I am very sad. This one will surely last forever. Thought the Joe. Sadly he was mistaken, yet again.
You ever break something and just stand there, staring at the order that came from the chaos? I guess it seems a bit creepy.
Current Mood: quixotic

14th December 2010

1:42am: meeeow!
You know you find a girl attractive, when you still get a boner from her hug goodbye, even though you both have like 5 layers of clothes on.

smells nice too.

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